there's nothing wrong with love...

went to L.A. again for a couple days. was going to try to move my shit out and ended up having to be in the studio the whole time instead. trying to figure out where i was gonna stay each night, and find a new place to live, and move my shit, all without the help of drugs or alcohol was too much for me anyway. all in due time. i've realized that no matter how fucked i might feel sometimes, it keeps getting better. not only does it get better but you grow and learn from it. i wanted to be pissed, but i'm not. i wanted to isolate, but i don't. normally, i would just bury this shit with a new relationship, but i won't. it meant more to me than that. i want to take the time to work on some personal defects and be independent. not replace the problem like i always have. and for me, right now, the only good answer to any question in my mind... is love. not anger.